You must stop being so dependable...You have to deal with your loneliness and learn to be happy alone...Otherwise, when people start abandoning you, you won't have anything else...you'll lose everything...

But at the same time, stop pushing people away...you can't do that everytime someone gets near you...specially if it's someone special...

But how can I know if someone is really special? How can I know if that mentioned person is not lying?

Why do I have trust issues?

I am so insecure...I am so complicated...