"Well, because I thought it would be something worse. 

Worse than the total agony of being in love?"

"The man who said "I'd rather be lucky than good" saw deeply into life. People are afraid to face how great a part of life is dependent on luck. It's scary to think so much is out of one's control. There are moments in a match when the ball hits the top of the net, and for a split second, it can either go forward or fall back. With a little luck, it goes forward, and you win. Or maybe it doesn't, and you lose."

When you live in a fairy tale for some time, it's so difficult to get used to the reality again...

"Tears are forming in your eyes,
a storm is warning in the skies,
the end of the world it seems,
you bend down and you fall on your knees,
well get back on your feet ,yeah,
don't look away, don't run away,
baby it's only life,
don't lose your faith,don't run away,
it's only life.
you were always playing hard,
never could let down your guard,
you can't win, if you never give in,
to that voice within, saying pick up your chin,
baby let go of it , yeah,
don't look away, don't run away ,
baby, it's only life.
don't lose your faith, don't run away,
baby it's only life.(repeat)
take your hesitance, and your self defense,
leave them behind, it's only life,
don't be so afraid of facing every day,
just take your time, it's only life,
i'll be your stepping stone, don't be so alone,
just hold on tight,it's only life,
oh..don't look away, don't run away,
baby it's only life,
don't lose your faith, don't run away, baby, it's only life (repeat),
it's only life, it's only life,
don't look away..."

Life is too complicated and difficult sometimes...Is it really worth it?

"Just because I'm losing doesn't mean I'm lost
Just because I'm hurting doesn't mean I'm hurt"

"Se algum dia se sentir sozinho, nao chore, limpe suas lagrimas e lembre-se que a lua tambem e sozinha e mesmo assim nao deixa de brilhar"

Life's for sharing

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VQ3d3KigPQM

Nao...eu nao fico em casa porque eu quero...e porque as pessoas nao me convidam para sair...

Sim, eu gosto de sair, por incrivel que pareca...hehehe

E nao vou ficar me convidando, porque ja tentei isso antes e nao deu certo...


P.S.: Desculpa a falta de acentos...usando um computador desconfigurado....hehehe

Queria expressar tudo que estou sentindo desde que voltei...mas me chamariam de pessimista, entao prefiro permanecer-me calada...

Afraid of going back to my pathetic life...